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There are three kinds of secrets:
1. Something that you hide at the bottom of your heart because you don't want it to be mentioned
2. Something that you can't say even if you want to, and
3. Something that you hope someone asks about even though you're hiding

Fact :
when you have a crush on someone, you notice every single detail about them, no matter how small. and when they do something for you, you feel so touched, no matter how simple it was.
I knew from the beginning that you were just a flirt, but yet, i still fell for you.
just because somebody flirts with you, doesn't mean he/she likes you.
I think i like you too much and it sucks because im too scared to tell you. a big part of me wants to tell you so bad, but the other part tells me that you probably won't even care. i'm so scared of rejection

Day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

1. i love you why cant you see that?!
2. how can you do that to someone specially her.
3. why so annoying 24/7!
4. I'm proud of you baby girl.
5. our friendship means the world.
6. i love seeing you everyday >.<
7. I'm over this rivalry shit with you.
8. can i have everything back including you?
9. i miss you oh so much.
10. I'm sorry for what i did honestly.

We are all looking for someone to hold us and tell us everything is going to be okay. We want someone, anybody out there to grab our hands and tell us that the ride is worth the wait. We all want a person out there to rescue us when we drop off the edge and we want that person to just make us feel like anything is possible, that life is worth it, that we are worth it. Some of us use our whole lives to find and pin point that person, and others of us just got with it and let people try to be that person, putting trust in them. We all go about looking for these people in our own ways, the important thing is to find the right ones and not fall into a trap, a trance, a fantasy.

Girls aren’t going to talk to you first. It’s a girl thing. We don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like the wait was worth something. We like feeling like you’ve waited for us like we’ve wait for you. But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy and clingy. Thats why we’re scared. Cause to us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away. And no girl wants that.

Girls. We fall for boys who give us pretty words and false hope. 

 

My BFF and classmates

hallo me again haha not important. I want to intoduce you my lovely best friend, classmates, and unexpectation frineds
here they are but first i'll introduce  my top 5 best friends!

from left to right (Okky, Ira, Hany, Tesa, me, and Debby)

they're my 5 top best friend that i ever have, love them so :)

here's my chairmate from X grade 'til now in XII grade Ira Nur Putri a.k.a Ira can you imagine it? how bored i am with her hahaha lol just kidding

see? she's so beautiful, have a great long straight hair, black skin but sweet, and she's the smallest one haha her voice is so loud, fussy, and hyperactive HAHAHA and she's good joker too, good listener, and many many many other so much good things inside her and i love her :)

next Okky Viara a.k.a Okky

She's soooo beautiful,smart, and you know what? she is an actress hahaha

she's my classmates since XI grade she's so funny, a good joker too, mature, good listener, very good friend, and so much good things inside her i love her so much too :)

and then Yohani Aziza Nasution a.k.a Hany 

beautiful girl, tall, and fat LOL hahahaha she's really really really good girl, good listener, very very good friend, good joker too, lovely, have bad connection lol hahaha she's not my classmates but that's not the problem we can play everytime if we want haha love her so much too :)

then Debby Hediyanti a.k.a Debby a.k.a Mbeph

Beautiful girl, the smallest one too lol hahahaha she really love to scream, almost all the time she's scream hahahaha it's excessive haha she's really good friend, good listener, good joker, good screamer too hahaha she's a metal \m/ yeah hahaha and i love her too :)

and the last one but the best one is Tesa Andini Murti a.k.a Tesa a.k.a Tesul 

She's really really really good joker!! i can't stop laugh if i'm with her, she's smart, beauty, good listener, good friend, funny, and i think she was born to be a joker hahaha she love to joke everytime haha i love her so much too :))

they're my best friend ever!! i love them so much

and next step my classmates XII sains 3

here they are!

we're 42! too muuuuuch but awesomeee haha we have been being classmates since XI grade and i love them so much too they're so funny, very very good jokers, but for the boys sometime they're so annoying their voice is so loud, and nosy, they're always have a plan to be fad, but sometimes i'm laugh out loud when they do that so funny, sometimes.

the structure organisation of our class is Deden as the leader, Fathroy as the vice leader, Lia and Kate as secretary, Bude and Dita as class treasure ( what? treasure? i found this world on google translate and it's mean bendahara in Indonesian-_-) and the remaining as a member of class is me, Ira, Debby, Okky, Galih, Rizky, Yusri, Dany, Andika, Aim a.k.a Tompel, Anom, Memet, Bagus, Aryo, Yuli, Yola, Bocil, Liza, Novi, Trisya, Inda, Renanda, Rahmad a.k.a Rahmadillah, Merlie, Irhas, Wiwie, Halimah, Deti, Ubin a.k.a Bina, Pini, Ricka, Nindia, Ucup, Wahyu, Jimmy and Abdul Rosid yeah complete we're 42 we're Al-Araf's family (what?!?-_-) just joking lol. I seat right behind Galih and Rizky you know they're so funny and easy to be in jest haha I love my classmates so much they can make me laugh everytime love you guys. aaaaaaaaaaaiiii think it's enough for this post see you an next post x.o.x.o

family

hello it's me again i would like to introduce my family i have one Mom, one dad, and  one brother, actually ihave 2 brothers but one of them has passed away a year, a year, a yeaaaar agooo, and i miss him so much

from left to left (me, my Dad, My Mom, and Brother)

here is my last brother Mohamad Harits a.k.a Rizky a.k.a de Iky

hem enough  for this time i'll introduce about my friend in the next post see you x.o.x.o