i found it on tumblr ( part I )

You would know that I have been hurt by every boy I've ever been interested in, and as a result I over think every little thing every guy I like does. I know it's only a matter of time before I drive each one away.

if you really knew me you would know how much i like you and im afraid and scared to let you in. you will never look at me the way i look at you.

3724) If you really knew me, you’d know that I lied all the times I told you I was happy you and her worked things out. In actual fact, I wish to be in her place. You’d know that I actually am that selfish.

3704) Then You Would Know That I Always Show A Fake Smile So You Wont See The Sorrowness I Have Inside Me

3692) i’m sick. when i’m gone i have no one to miss me